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I Miss...

2011-07-27T16:54:00.009-05:00

In no particular order and defiantly not a complete list of what I miss.

I miss my Mom, my Dad, my Sister, and Minneapolis.

I miss Las Vegas.

(Santa Monica)

I miss the Ocean.

I miss my friends in Heritage.

I miss the Huntley Hotties Book Club.

I miss being a kid, and the feeling of excitement I would get when Tammy (L) and Kevin (R) would come over. I also miss that dress, wish I had it in a big girl size. ;)

I miss my boy, I sure wish he wasn't all grown up and moved away.

I also miss my camera that some douche bag stole from me at O'Hare, on my own damn turf!

IT'S ABOUT DAMN TIME!!!

2011-06-20T17:01:00.005-05:00

GOD BE PRAISED IT'S A MIRACLE, I'M POSTING! MUCH IN PART DUE TO THE INSPIRATION OF THIS LOVELY LADY FINALLY POSTING. AT ANY RATE, I AM DELIGHTED TO SHARE THESE LOVELY STRAWBERRY PICKING PHOTOS FROM LAST FRIDAY. THE DAY WAS LOVELY, THE BERRIES IN PERFECT RIPEDNESS, IS THAT A WORD...AND NOW I HAVE A MILLIOIN STRAWBERRIES TO CUT UP!

WE ALSO HIT THE LEGO CONVENTION THIS WEEKEND

NERDS OF THE WORLD UNITE!!!

I AM NOT SAYING MY CHILDREN ARE NERDS, JUST THE 50 SOME-YEAR-OLDS THAT WERE THERE WITH THEIR CREATIONS.

I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO SHARE SOME LOVELY LILY PAD PICS I SNAPPED AT A LOCAL NURSERY, NOT A BOTANICAL GARDEN!

THAT'S IT FOR NOW, MAYBE MORE TO COME!!! ;)

Madison Meandering

2011-01-30T21:30:00.001-06:00

London Calling!

2011-01-27T23:05:00.006-06:00

I know it is a long time coming...but wait no more...the following photo's are but a taste of why I

must return to London!!!

My Lord and King, aka: Mr. Forcryeye at Hampton Court Palace....Henry, eat your heart out!

Uh....the image scribed into my cornea's...forever and always...

Can you possibly imagine that Anne Boleyn was here? Seriously?

Hey wait....he wasn't included in my London Pass! But..I'll stay for his bangers, his beans and mash!

The Black Forest and Other Magical Places

2011-01-25T11:20:00.002-06:00

Imagine yourself living in this lovely little hut, just outside of the Black Forest! I pictured myself with a bucket to take out to milk my goats, and gather eggs...when an image of a wild boar, bear, or wolf running at me destroyed my day dream!

But, just imagine seeing this every morning!

Then imagine what must be lurking in those trees besides the occasional troll and pixie. Maybe I would prefer the alps. I could ski into town for eggs instead of having my own hutch. What if I suffer a fall, who would find me first? The wolf I am sure. Do they have wolves in the alps? Well, anyway it is highly unlikely I will be re-locating to Deutschland or Switzerland, but a girl can dream...

Due to the overwhelming demand of fellow bloggers (Pat and Lisa) I have re-opened the ole blog! Plus, I have a new friend to share:

http://craftykcrafts.wordpress.com/

Welcome Kristi!

Europe Photo's No.1

2010-11-13T16:14:00.003-06:00

Just a few lovely scenes from Amsterdam. I went on this trip thinking Amsterdam was just a starting point for my river cruise. Amsterdam had me at hello. It is a delightful, energetic, creative community...and it is so much more than the Red Light District. The Red Light District is suprisingly not offensive. We toured it with a group of senior citizens that were delighted at the streets, the buildings, the atmosphere...and not embarrased by the "windows". I saw women pushing strollers, and the police are very visable...it is clean and inviting. NOTHING like I thought it would be. I would love to return! Enjoy the pictures!

Bring Your Own Art at Lisa's & an Introduction!

2010-10-25T13:47:00.003-05:00

I will get to European Vacation photo's as soon as I ever get through them...but in the meantime...I wanted to share a nice little collage my girlfriend Lisa sent me after our Bring Your Own Art ladies night. How was that for a run-on sentence? I was actually displaying my travel journal, which I hope to turn into a real life, bigger than postcard size watercolor. Maybe that is why I am blogging right now...I may need some coaxing...it has been a while!

As you can see by the lovely lady holding the cake that Lisa created (get a blog Lisa!), it was my dear friend Col's birthday. Head on over and see her post...Col and I are trying to use our blog's as creative outlet...which we had not been good about doing...so we could really use the support of our bloggy friends!

Also, one of the other BYOA girls has started her own venture: http://squirrellyaffair.blogspot.com/

Please welcome her!

Bon Voyage!

2010-08-24T14:17:00.002-05:00

I am sure this will be my last post before I become a European traveller. Let's hope that it isn't done National Lampoon style! I will share when I return!

10 DAYS UNTIL I LEAVE FOR EUROPE!

2010-08-17T09:41:00.002-05:00

I have been busy, busy planning my trip...shopping for clothes, packing my suitcase, reading about the countries I will visit. I am going on a trip down the Rhine...hope to share some fab photos and such when I get back!

LAST KNOWN PHOTOS OF HOUSE

2010-07-06T11:25:00.006-05:00

CHANCE AND MAX

today is Max's 6th Birthday!

Happy Birthday Baby Boy!

SAMANTHA IN ANGELINA'S BEDROOM

My sister sent me some pictures she got off of her cell phone, less than a week before the fire. I had forgotten the colors, the way the front room looked, that Max and Sami were so little.

Where I Have Been

2010-06-16T09:24:00.004-05:00

NEW BLOG DESIGN, NEW BEGINNING. I AM TIRED OF WORRYING ABOUT BLOGGING ENOUGH FOR ADVERTISMENT. MY FRIENDS ARE HERE WHEN I AM AROUND, AND THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS! WHEN MY LIFE GETS TOO CRAZY, I KNOW THEY UNDERSTAND...AND THIS BLOG IS FOR MY FRIENDS AND I! BLOG ON!

Today there is a new Angel Watching over us!

2010-05-12T15:20:00.004-05:00

http://www.carterkettner.com/

R.I.P. Peter Steele

2010-04-15T10:02:00.002-05:00

Cold winter winds that chill my heart with sleet & snow.

Not from the north come to this glacial abode.

But from your dimension cryogenic limbo.

I'm freezing.

I'm frozen.

It's too late.

HIM in Chicago Tomorrow!!!

2010-04-08T09:34:00.003-05:00

The day is almost here....the day I finally get to see "the boys"....wish me luck, hope to see you there!

http://www.houseofblues.com/tickets/eventdetail.php?eventid=61901

Fleurs and Thank God I'm Not a Hoarder!

2010-03-23T22:18:00.003-05:00

wacky watercolors

2010-03-05T08:35:00.002-06:00

Fun little drawing done with my Inktense pencils.

An idea I am working on, which will hopefully become a piece for the family room.

That's all I've got for now.

HIM's Screamworks Billboard Rating WOO HOO

2010-02-19T17:39:00.003-06:00

This is your crazed HIM fan speaking...check it out:

HIM's new album SCREAMWORKS Love in Theory and Practice is #25 on the Billboard Chart, #1 on the Heavy Metal Chart and #2 on the Alternative Chart!

Hope you got your tickets, this may be the last time we get to see them in smaller venues!

EARTHQUAKE! or How HIM's New Album Rocked My World....Literally

2010-02-11T08:41:00.006-06:00

Yesterday morning I thought Mr. Forcryeye had fallen out of bed. Nope. He was still there. Then I supposed a snowplow must have taken out my mailbox...and figured that could wait until morning to deal with, and I drifted off to sleep. Until my son came in....."Did you feel the earthquake?"

The quake epicenter was roughly 4 miles from from my home! We even made CNN!

It could just be that HIM's new album rocks so much, that it literally rocked my world?!

Noctournal Drawings

2010-02-08T11:15:00.006-06:00

Each night, before I lay my head to sleep I take a few minutes to doodle or sketch, or sometimes make a card. I don't always have time for an elaborate project, so these are the moments that keep me creative.

Pitt Pen and Sakura Sensi doodle in my Clairfontaine sketcbook.

Card made with Papertrey Ink stamps, and A*muse cardstock.

One of my fave sets (thanks Kathy)...I think from Hero Arts.

Gel pen doodle in the Clairfontaine.

One of my first Mandela's inspired by the Bean.

Derwent Inktense pencils on Strathmore sketch.

Thank you Green Eyed Momster for the award! You are the best! Happy Blogiversary!

Have a great week!

How Art Saved Me

2010-02-01T10:28:00.007-06:00

I had a bit of buyers remorse when I purchased this lot of old handled rubber stamps. Scenes from HOARDERS flashed through my mind when I peered in the box I had ordered from Ebay.

I had big plans for this mess.

On Michelle Ward's website she recently shared a logo she created for her friend that states, "Art Saves", I know first hand just how art saves! Michelle Ward did an amazing thing for my family after the fire; she created a stamp collection and donated the proceeds to our family. I want these stamps to be at hand and ready to use. This is where the old stamps finally got use...you aren't a HOARDER if you actually use the stuff, right?

I ripped off the old stamp images on the rubber stamps and mounted some of the Hot Topic images in their place. Some of the images were too large, so they are mounted on cling foam and stored on plastic sheets Kathy found me, and at hand ready to use at will!

Thanks again Michelle, for making this amazing set and for everyone who bought one! Thank you to Kathy for all of the supplies you have replenished, and to Marlynn for the generous boxes of supplies you sent! My artist friends came together in my time of need, knowing that art is therapy for so many of us...and saved me with the gift to create again. I am blessed.

Even if I am a hoarder.

HIM Tickets in Hand

2010-01-26T17:05:00.002-06:00

OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG!

NOW COME ON KATHY, YOU CAN'T SAY HE DOESN'T LOOK LOVELY IN THIS PHOTO!

Heartkiller Diet

2010-01-18T19:06:00.005-06:00

I don't want to look like a beached whale when Ville and the boys come to town, and they are coming sooner than later. I am starving myself...and the pounds are sllllllllooooooooooolllllly coming off. What happened to the days when I lost 10 lbs the first week of dieting?

Tickets go on sale Friday. I am so nervous, what if they sell out before I can get through?

HIM will be playing:

Friday, April 9th, 2010
House of Blues, Chicago

see you there!

Heartkiller

2010-01-09T10:04:00.002-06:00

I wasn't sure at first...but kept playing it...and now it won't stop playing in my head!

Heartkiller

HIM | MySpace Music Videos

Hang in there CARTER!

2010-01-05T10:15:00.003-06:00

Please keep little Carter in your prayers, as he is back in the hospital. He is one heck of a kid. You can read about him at his super-hero website. There is also an article in our newspaper featuring him, after his neighbors and friends surprised him by caroling on Christmas Eve,Eve. We were so proud to be part of the amazing group of people that went out in the sleety side blowing rain to sing some jingles, and escort Santa to the Kettner residence.

One of our bloggy (and my real life) friend's found a way to incorporate her new year's goal into a way to help Carter, way to go Col! Hope you don't mind that I stole this photo from you! xo

Tannenbaum Tragedy 09

2009-12-21T11:15:00.003-06:00

Yep, it happened. The tree is gone, and a skinny artificial one takes it's place.

In true National Lampoon Christmas Vacation style.

What is Christmas without laughter? And Pine needles everywhere.

Yes, I watered it.

Merry Christmas!

Not Sure If the Tree is Going to Make it!

2009-12-16T12:33:00.003-06:00

Every morning I am afraid of waking up to this. I am not sure why the tree isn't taking in water...but if you walk near the tree...needles everywhere.

I pray it makes it until Christmas.

Dear Santa Claus,

2009-11-30T14:50:00.003-06:00

Dear Santa,

I have been through a lot this year, so I am sure you can find it in your heart to bring me the following:

of course, that cartridge will be no good with out this:

I would use the lovely cutting system on my photo's taken with this:

and, for inspiration...I will be needing a new 2010 calendar!

Yours Truly,

Paula

CC: Mr. Forcryeye

Happy Thanksgiving Justin Timberlake Style

2009-11-24T15:05:00.003-06:00

Last year, or the year before our local radio station had a contest. You had to phone in a Thanksgiving song. The prize was a diamond necklace. I never entered, I kept forgetting to phone in...but for the first time ever...I share my song with you!

Turkey Back

(to the tune of Sexy Back)

We're bringing turkey back...

those other birds don't know how to act...

turkey makes good sandwiches, or a snack...

you took the gravy, gotta give it back...

take it to the fridge!

turkey babe...

you see this stuffing, it is made with sage...

I'll let you whip the cream if you behave...

it's just that pie must be served this way...

I DO BELIEVE ONE CHORUS IS ENOUGH.

HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A FABULOUS HOLIDAY!

New Moon on Friday AND Saturday

2009-11-21T09:09:00.005-06:00

Shhh...don't tell my friends that I snuck and saw it yesterday afternoon, I am more than happy to see it again today. It was good, wasn't great. It was missing the ethereal feeling the first had, they should have hung on to the first producer. They should have hired a new wardrobe consultant for Bella's wardrobe...the mustardy carhart jacket has to go! Why can't she wear something somewhat modern or feminine?

Thank you for sending Carter some prayers and good thoughts, his surgery went very well...and he is home. Thank you!

I would love to hear what you all thought of New Moon!

Please Pray for my Favorite Super Hero!

2009-11-17T14:33:00.003-06:00

Our friends dear sweet son Carter Kettner has been battling green goo inside his brain. He is scheduled for another operation tomorrow. You can read all about him here. Keep him in your thoughts and prayers, and hug your loved ones!

Happy Birthday/Vet's Day Dad!

2009-11-10T11:09:00.003-06:00

I am proud of all the Vet's in my life!

One of them, happens to be my Dad...

...it also happens to be his birthday.

Happy Birthday Dad!

Now, go thank your Veterans!

In Bon Temps, Be Back Soon!

2009-11-03T11:48:00.006-06:00

I have been kidnapped by vampires....again...and Halloween is over!

They both have me captivated...enslaved...glamoured...

They keep trying to make me choose....

...but it's not just vampires....

I am hidden somewhere in this stack...come join me....

The Dark Side

2009-10-29T13:16:00.003-05:00

It has been a looooooooong time since one of these badges has been on my blog!

How could I resist a challenge to come over to the dark side?

I'm home sick...can't eat, sleep (anymore), or do much...so I was able to join the crusades! I was inspired by Dracula this morning on AMC, not my favorite version, but a good one.

I apologize for the time stamp...I forgot to turn it off, and now it has the wrong year timestamped evermore on my blog. URGH. I used this lovely calligraphy ink in a dip pen, and the trusty signo white pen. The raven was cut out of a piece of clip art, and the rest was freehand. I used chalks in the background. Glitter was provided by stickles!

Challenge yourself to some dark arts!

Happy Halloween!

Cheeky Monkey

2009-10-18T20:49:00.005-05:00

Took the kids to the pumpkin farm today. They had a petting zoo. They had chickens, pigs, and goats. They also had mitten stealing monkey's.

Far as I know, monkey's are not indigenous to Illinois. Apparently, I don't know much...because this pumpkin farm had giraffe's, kangaroo's and monkeys.

Apparently, monkeys like to steal mittens from little girls.

Little girls do not like their mittens stolen.

Before Photo's of the Long Residence

2009-09-30T13:43:00.003-05:00

NOW...BEFORE YOU LOOK AT THESE PHOTO'S (MS. SEAWORTHY THIS MEANS YOU)...THESE ARE NOT MY DECORATIONS, THIS IS NOT MY FURNITURE, AND COLOR'S MAY VARY. THESE ARE ACTUAL PHOTO'S FROM THE BUILDERS WEB PAGE WHEN THEY HAD IT DECORATED. AMEN.

OK LISA, YOU CAN LOOK NOW:

MASTER BEDROOM

NOW, THESE WINDOWS DO NOT EXIST. THE BUILDER FILLED THEM IN TO SELL...NOT SURE IF THAT WAS A GOOD OR BAD IDEA...BUT IT WORKS FOR US. THE WALL WITH THE FIREPLACE IS ALREADY PAINTED CHOCOLATE.

AND HERE YOU HAVE THE FRONT DOOR. SORRY GALS, THAT'S ALL I HAVE RIGHT NOW. LOVES YA.

Home Sweet Home or BITE ME HERITAGE HOA!

2009-09-23T09:53:00.002-05:00

We're Here!

I would hearby like to thank the humanitarian board members of the Huntley HOA for driving me out of my neighborhood. Without your control and power issues, I would be stuck living under your rule. Instead, I got a nicer house and a wonderful taste of how cruel people really can be. I hope my friends never have to endure your ruthlessness, and God forbid you ever have to go through what we did. Amen.

Enough breath wasted on them.

We are HOME!

HOME!

Busy unpacking boxes, busy picking colors, busy finding packed things....

thank you all for keeping my strength up along the way!

09-09-09

2009-09-09T12:24:00.003-05:00

Happy 09-09-09!

I am 39 today on 09-09-09!

Beatles Rock Band comes out today.

9 more days until I move into my new house.

One more year in my 30's! YIKES!

Strange Dayz

2009-08-26T20:16:00.003-05:00

Life has been strange. Watching my baby go to Kindergarten...

Changing schools, leaving behind the campus we knew...

Planning the new color scheme of my new life, wherever that is...

Hoping that things move smoothly from here forward.

Hoping for some closure.

Hoping to move on.

Hoping to have good news soon.

Wherever I Lay My Hat, that's My Home

2009-08-06T08:59:00.008-05:00

There were a lot of wonderful memories made in this house.

A lot of sweat and hard work was put into it.

Children grew into young men in this home.

For one child, this was his first home.

We became friends with the most wonderful neighbor's anyone could ask for.

None of that changes. We still have those memories, and those friends.

We may, however....have a new neighborhood and a new house.

Stay tuned.

1987 Snow Dayz

2009-07-30T08:47:00.002-05:00

A friend posted this photo on Facebook and it is so dang funny, I had to share it. This was one of the best nights ever. A huge group of us went together, not as dates, all as friends to Snow Dayz. We ate at a medieval restaurant and sat at the knights of the round table room. It was so much fun. My friend Pat and I are in the bottom photo, gunne sack dress and all.

DENIED BY A CONTROLLING HOMEOWNERS ASSOCIATION!

2009-07-22T09:31:00.005-05:00

I love it when some asshole adds insult to injury and keeps you from rebuilding your home after a total loss fire.

He has no idea what we have been through.

Instead...he is worried about fading shutters in the community, and not the foreclosed homes.

He will send the Sheriff to your door if you are late on your dues.

Some people are under his "nice guy" spell.

Only June Cleaver can be fooled. He will act like Mr. Nice Guy...and turn your back...and his true colors appear!

Would have been nice to have some "closure" to our tragedy...and see our house re-built. Would have been nice to know where we are going to live. Would have been nice to be back home for a time before our oldest went off to College. Would have been nice to know where our children will go to school in the Fall. Would have been nice if our ASSociation didn't have so much control.

Probably as Close as I Will Ever Get to Bono

2009-07-13T19:03:00.003-05:00

When going through the house one last time...my husband found my crate of albums. They were DISGUSTING. I did save one.

My U2-3 record.

Country: Ireland
Label: CBS Records
Catalog:
CBS 12-7951
Package: Generic Sleeve
Track Listing:
Out of Control (Single Version) / Stories for Boys (Single Version) / Boy - Girl

As a foolish teen and young adult, I fancied the thought that I would:

A: move to Ireland

B: Meet Bono

and
C: Marry Bono, or at least join the band

silly girl.

I lost 2 U2 Autograph's, countless letters written to me by their assistants at SisterSister. Many limited edition items.

If anyone has a connection to Bono, the Edge, Larry or Adam, Please send them my way.

For now the singer of ELEVATION will stand in for Bono.

Tearing Down the House

2009-07-09T10:03:00.003-05:00

I wish there was a catchy tune to add here....there were many the DJ avoided at the fundraiser:

Burnin' Down the House

The Roof Is on Fire

Burnin' Up

The Unforgettable Fire

Fire

For the tear down...maybe you can come up with a title.

I planned on sitting in a lawn chair, with a bottle of rum with my friends....

but didn't get enough notice to make that happen.

It ended up being a somber day. I welled up, and thought my heart was going to be stuck in my throat forever...but then it would pass...and it just is what it is.

A hole where my life used to be.

And now, I have to start it all over.

Hey Lisa: hope you don't mind that I swiped these photo's from you...(get a blog)!

Vampire's Everywhere!

2009-06-22T12:29:00.003-05:00

Inspired by the series, the books, and the actors!

I haven't met a vampire yet, that I didn't like.

Is It November Yet?

2009-06-11T10:12:00.005-05:00

WELL...hello there!

Yumm-O!

I remember reading NEW MOON, and actually...gulp...rooting for Jacob. Silly fool I was.

But you see, I have a "thing" for Native Americans (must be that smidge of Cherokee in me), and hairy, tall men. Lucky Lisa lives near Forks. Wench. And I mean that in the nicest way.

So, anyway...I rooted for Mr. Werewolf until HE came back.

Hi there, Mr. Cullen. Thanks for coming back.

Speaking of tall, dark and handsome:

Oh yeah...I forgot...Ville isn't in this movie. Duh. Silly me.

How Can I REALLY Say Thank You

2009-05-30T23:20:00.004-05:00

Amazing things have happened, since the "unfortunate event". Things I NEVER thought possible, thing's that would not have crossed my mind...but have changed me.

Friends, family, and support come in all forms. Where you least expect them, is where they appear.

Beautiful, giving, generous people have crossed my path...and I would like to show you what they shared.

Right away, Michelle had an idea...and took it to fruition. Wow. I can't imagine undertaking such a task, making it happen, and seeing it through. Thank you!

As if that wasn't cool enough, this bloggy friend thought to order me a set of the delightful stamp set too! WOW!

Neighbor/Rock Star friends put together this way too cool poker tournament to benefit us. Sure wish those peeps had a blog, so I could send you to see them...get a blog LISA!

Rob, "Baby" Josh (our other son), Me, Tina (the shark), and Mr. Forcryeye.

And then there was the fundraiser.

(Insert image here....imagine rainbows, faeries, and chocolate).

Somewhere in there...my baby turned 17, went to his junior prom, and started a job.

There are no clever quotes, or silly sayings that will encompass the generosity, compassion, and sense of community and friendship we experienced.

There is nothing I can say, that will encompass my gratitude.

We are forever grateful, forever changed.

Someday...we will pass it forward.

Secretly, I am a Geek

2009-05-14T18:41:00.010-05:00

I do believe it is possible to be a rocker and a geek.

I may not have had a 4.0, I didn't build my computer at age 8, I don't wear glasses with tape in the middle.

But, I do love me some Sci Fi.

We had the pleasure of seeing the PREMIERE of the new Star Trek movie a week before it was released. I got the hook up. I hope you have seen it by now, it ROCKED!

I was lucky enough to meet Scottie at a gaming convention once. I asked him if he would sign the photo To: Paula for me. He replied, "I am sorry hunny, I don't personalize my autographs, but tell her I said hello." I think he may have been going senile. I loved Scottie, but he isn't my favorite Star Trek character.

That title belongs to Worf. He is so sexy. I know.

Onto other Sci Fi faves:

Ewan McGregor is magically delicious as old Ben, but my ALL TIME FAVORITE JEDI is Qui Gon Gin. LOVE HIM! Why, why, why did I only get him for Epsiode 1? Bastards. I would like a spin off movie of Qui Gon and his secret wife (played by me of course), and their courtship. I can't be certain if I love Qui Gon for his gentle strength, or because he is paid by Liam Neeson.

Anyone remember Dr. Who?

I met this one: Colin Baker at a Dr. Who convention.

And this gentleman, Patrick Troughton...the Second Dr. Who...not long before he went to the TARDIS in the sky.

But....Dr. Number 5: Peter Davidson...he is my fave Dr. hands down.

No catchy ending.

The End

Good News For a Change

2009-05-13T18:00:00.002-05:00

I still got nothin'. So, how about a little joy? Sarah, over HERE had a baby girl! Welcome to the world little Audry! Congrats Fortner SIX from Long SIX!

I Got Nothing New

2009-05-07T09:14:00.003-05:00

I had a LOT of books.

I know, because Mr. Forcryeye and I are having to inventory every last one of them.

Floor to ceiling bookcases downstairs, bookcases in the basement, bookcases in the kids' rooms, bookcases in my bedrooms.

I miss my books.

I realize my most precious (non-human) possessions were my photos, scrapbooks and books.

I Want My Life Back

2009-04-27T14:18:00.002-05:00

I just want to tell YOU all hello.
I don't have time to blog, and should be working on inventory.

I want to send funny comments back and forth with YOU via the blogs.

I want to hang out with my home girls.

I just want YOU all to know that I am grateful for YOU, and I can't be a very good friend right now, I have too much on my plate.

If I forget to thank YOU, or YOU haven't heard from me in a while, please know I have thought of YOU and I do thank YOU every day for your friendship!

Still NO @#$%^&*! Internet or Tv

2009-04-13T15:43:00.004-05:00

INCONVENIENCE
That is my life right now, one giant inconvenience.
If it wasn't for all my bloggy friends and these people:

Lisa (on left)

The Jacobs

Mommy, Daddy, and Sissy

Tawny

Rob and Colleen

Rose and the real Elvis

...well, I don't know if I would still be sane...or am I?

I do kind of feel like I have held it together, and may be losing it...

I appreciate EVERYTHING, EVERYONE has done...if you are one of my hometown homies and there is no photo (ERIN AND JEANNINE)...it is because I didn't have one of you at work.

What? No, I am not blogging at work.

I have SO MANY people to thank...

I will get to you (Marlynn)!

Easter Feels Like Thanksgiving

2009-04-09T12:42:00.002-05:00

I have a LOT to be thankful for.

Big boxes of art supplies.

Donations of many kinds.

A stamp line with my family in mind.

Friends who have devoted their energy to my family.

Strangers who have given me friendship.

Children who have made a difference.

Teachers and a school district with heart.

The well being of my family.

Please take some time this weekend to back up your photographs, plan and practice your safety evacuation plan, and DOUBLE check your insurance policies and smoke alarms.

HAPPY EASTER PEEPS!

Hopefully I will have Internet in my rental next week.

Irony Found in the Fire

2009-03-31T21:24:00.001-05:00

Burning in Water, and Drowning in Flame

2009-03-30T21:37:00.004-05:00

I think this is my kitchen.

This was my cabinet of antiques.

The title, a lyric from my fave band...describes our plight. Everything on floor one and two is charred. Gone.

What is not, is a mushy mess from the basement...and I have to inventory it all...piece by piece, reminding myself over and over what I have lost.

I don't want to go into that house again, until it is demolished and made anew.

But I have to.

Tonight, while dreading going to deal with this again I saw this:

(Michelle, you rock)

Unbelievable. Between my home girls, and my blog girls, and my family...I am the luckiest girl in the world! Thank you everyone, for every time I am so down I don't think I can get up something wonderful happens!

All is Not Lost

2009-03-22T11:44:00.006-05:00

Most of you probably don't know that my house caught on fire on Friday, March 20th, 2009. We don't know what happened exactly, but the fire started somewhere in or near the laundry room. Alex was out with his girlfriend. Angelina was packing for her trip to Florida. I was bathing the little ones when the alarm went off. Chris investigated the first floor (he was watching tv just feet from the laundry room), he didn't see or smell anything. He went downstairs to look while Angelina and I looked upstairs. By the time Chris got back upstairs, flames were shooting from the laundry room. He hollered for us to, "Get out now, there is a fire!", and the kids jumped out of the tub and we ran downstairs which was already filled with smoke. We crouched our way out the door, Chris was able to grab my purse, and throw a blanket on Sami on our way out the door.

A policeman who was doing his normal patrol of the park and neighborhood saw the children running across the yard towards the Kavanaugh's (our fire safety meeting spot), threw his squad car in park and ran to help. He asked if everyone was out safe...and I said, "the dog!". My super, brave husband ran around the back of the house and opened the hot patio door and found Chance cowering in the corner...Chris dragged him out...as the flames rushed toward him. We watched helplessly as the flames consumed our house. It happened so quickly, we barely escaped before the flames blocked our exit.

Immediately, our neighbors rallied together and started bringing clothing to our safe house at the Kavanaugh's (get a blog Rose!). Kosto's resturant (in Algonquin, IL) donated tons of food, people offered help. Children offered help. Teenagers hugged me.

My neighbors have started a blog for our family:

http://helpthelongfamily.blogspot.com/

My little Sami said to me Friday night, "Mom, isn't it great how our neighbors came to help us, they are like family now!" Aren't 8 year old's insightful!?!

I will blog more later when I can. In the meantime, double-check your smoke alarms, practice your fire safety plan, back up your photo's to Flickr, and make sure you have enough insurance coverage. Most of all, appreciate your family, friends, and neighbors!

SOON EDWARD CULLEN WILL BE MINE!

2009-03-18T11:59:00.003-05:00

THE VIDEO COMES OUT ON SATURDAY!
SATURDAY!
SATURDAY
I WILL BE IN ST. LOUIS WITH MY SISSY, AND PARENTAL UNITS FOR:
SPRING BREAK
I WILL BE WATCHING TWILIGHT
OVER AND OVER
AND OVER
AND OVER...
ENJOY!

Jesus, Mary, and Joseph...and a wee donkey...

2009-03-17T08:23:00.003-05:00

This was a couple years ago, but how could I resist? Happy St. Patty's Day to all my friends! Credit to my Sissy, whom I stole this photo from of MY KIDS. Love ya (get a blog)!

Today: listen to U2 all day, eat floury white potatoes and cabbage with tons o' butter, drink a Guinness, put Bailey's in your coffee...and be sure to be wearin' o' the green, or I will pinch you!

Copic-O-Rama

2009-03-07T10:29:00.004-06:00

Almost every night before bed, I like to take a few minutes to play with my Copic's and make a little something. It relaxes me, and helps me let go of the negative I don't want to harbor.

I can post this now that my sister (get a blog Sissy) recieved it. I love mushrooms! I want to forrage for them, have any of you ever done that? I think mushroom season is coming up. Would you be afraid to eat them, even if you identified them as safe?

This one is ode to Lisa, seashells are always cool!

But wait! There's more!

For my little Sami, who still loves her Trolls.

Coping with Copic's

2009-02-20T13:26:00.003-06:00

All I want to do is eat, sleep and doodle.

Thank goodness for my Copic markers, they are fantastic...thanks Kathy! I used to watercolor, and really enjoyed it. Now, it seems like it is too much work. The Copic's seem to give me the same feeling, I apply my watercolor techniques to them and wallah!

I am a Tough, Tattooed, Skull Wearing Mom, but the Economy is Scaring Me!

2009-02-17T09:55:00.003-06:00

I am scared.

All around me friend's, and friend's spouses are losing their jobs, their bonus', their raises, their insurance, their overtime, their pride.

If we are lucky enough to keep our jobs, we are taking pay cuts, or taking on the workload of the positions that won't be filled after the previous worker is laid off or forced to retire.

I am afraid that our work places are hording their money, and making us feel as though we are lucky to have a job at all in this economy, and we should take what is dished to us.

My union isn't fighting for us. They say I am lucky to be in a union. My union is in bed with administration.

If we continue to take on huge workloads with a smile on our face, and a loss of pay or benefits...why should the company ever re-hire those laid off, or fill empty positions? They have their cake and get to eat it too!

I am scared.

POST 101: Kat Von D is Coming to Town!

2009-02-16T16:27:00.005-06:00

Kat Von D is in town today. She is signing her new book, which I ran out and purchased the minute it was available. She is signing at 7:30pm TONIGHT. Do you know where I will be? At work. She is in town one night, the one night I work the pm shift. URGH! Kat, if you are listening...I really wanted to see you...but this crazy thing called work is in my way. I have to be sure to keep said job, as they started lay-off's at Mr. Forcryeye's company, and he had to take a paycut. URGH.

One of these days, I will have to hold a "made it to my 100th post" give away, stay tuned.

OCTO-Pussy, the Crazy Angie Wannabe Mom

2009-02-11T09:42:00.002-06:00

LIAR!

*She wants to be Angelina Jolie, right down to her fake little voice, but the thought never occurred to her.
*She said she hasn’t had any plastic surgery.
*She was interviewed with a different IVF doctor on TV, but claims the same one did all her IVF treatments.
*She doesn’t get welfare….well, except for the $429 in food stamps, and social security for 3 of her petri dish children, oh…and disability, oh, and government and/or student loans.

Wow! How Did I Miss This?

2009-02-03T10:30:00.003-06:00

I happened upon QUEEN OF THE DAMNED the other night. I never viewed it because I really enjoyed the novels, and was sorely disappointed by INTERVIEW. Part of the problem was that I have ALWAYS HATED TOM CRUISE. Then I heard HORRIBLE reviews of QOTD, so I never bothered. What the heck? Can we say HOTTIE? Wow. I admit Aliyah is horrible in this film, but I try not to speak ill of the deceased. It is cheesy, but that is A-OK! It has a great soundtrack...and Stuart (Lestat) seems to have raided Ville's closet, not to mention his look. It was a nice, frou-frou adaptation of the book. Forcryeye's list: B+

Ville Valo Loves Me

2009-01-21T09:06:00.002-06:00

Most of you already know that Ville Valo stops by from time to time. I just thought I would share this lovely article that I found over at one of my favorite sites. Since the article is in Finnish, I would be happy to translate some of it for you! You will see my name mentioned at the end of the article, and NO I did not add my name. The article reads in part:

"He (Ville Valo) remains single, because he is completely in love with a woman named Paula (forcryeye). He has said that he will never have love, if he can't have her. Since she (Paula) is happily married with four children, he will have to be patient. Until then, he will enjoy scones with her, and continue to dedicate his music to her."

I am pretty sure that is what it says, although my Finnish is a little rusty.

I may be a fabricator of many things (including this translation), but my name really did appear here. I AM the only Paula, you know.

There Are Now TWO Teenager's in My House!

2009-01-18T17:26:00.003-06:00

Happy Birthday to the best 13 year old a Mom could ever have.

Ville's Got Company

2009-01-17T10:51:00.005-06:00

Yo! Yo! Yo! Hey girls (and maybe a guy or two)! Sorry, I have been staring at this poster, and didn't realize time was passing until I got hungry. I was worried that Ville would be lonely when I wasn't in the basement, so I invited Edward over. Yummy.

I know, I am...

Not that I am trying to make anyone jealous...but looky at what Kathy gave me. If you have never used copic markers, you don't know what you are missing!

I just had to show you this photo, of Mr. Forcryeye's truck. The snow formed a great horn on the hood of what is now known as "the rhino".

In this photo you will find my "other son", Baby J...Alex, and Angi.

That's all I've got for ya.

You Know I am THE Skull Wearing Mom

2009-01-07T12:45:00.003-06:00

I just didn't know how much that meant to Zapatoverde. Oh, I am sure he didn't really make this for me...but I can dream. I was visiting one of my fave sites: A SKULL A DAY, and found this lovely work. I am not biased just because my name is on it...look at the color!

Total Freakin' Bummer Letdown

2009-01-04T19:31:00.002-06:00

The stockings are taken down and packed away.

The tree is dismantled.

The outdoor decorations put aside until next year.

What a drag.

Tomorrow begins the school week.

The full work week.

No happy lit Christmas tree to come home to.

Back to reality.

Urgh.

I Am the Recipient of a Random Act of Kindness!

2009-01-02T18:28:00.002-06:00

The most amazing thing happened to me today. A nice little box appeared on my doorstep, unsolicited, sender unknown to me...a real mystery. Look what was inside...

Stop by HERE to read the whole story...

Merry Christmas, Happy Hanukkah, and A Joyful Kwanzaa to YOU!

2008-12-22T15:11:00.006-06:00

I would like to think that I would find the time to post photo's of my cookies, the presents wrapped a la Martha under the tree, and smiling children. It ain't gonna happen.

Instead, I am going to post this cool vintage postcard from a nifty website. My friend Kathy came up with the coolest idea of printing images from here in black and white, and hand coloring them with colored pencils. I won't tell you what kind of pencil we have, because you will be jealous.

OK, so there you have it. PLO is too damn busy to post anything worthwhile for several days. I will be traveling to St. Louis the day after Christmas, so that should produce some nifty photo ops. I will miss you all.

MERRY CHRISTMAS

Happy Holidays

FORCRYEYE

Forcryeye's Studio Space

2008-12-18T14:02:00.007-06:00

I know you have all been waiting in desperation to catch a glimpse of the basement organizing I have done, and the set up of my new studio space. I will have you know that I spent 2 weeks painstakingly going through each toy, craft, and piece of paper and threw it away or put it in these:

I know, who cares...on to the art supplies. Here are some amazing microfilm drawers I aquired, which house my collection of rubber stamps.

My inspiration wall. Gotta have Frida and Ville!

A wide view of the "studio" I set up for myself. Mr. Forcryeye has some can lights in the works.
Come on over and play.

Thoughtful Gifting

2008-12-14T19:17:00.004-06:00

I am just sitting here, sipping a BACO, reflecting about my inter-friends. How could somebody so far away know me so well, and send me these well thought out gifts on my birthday (that was back in Sept)? This gift incorporates my love of antiques, handmade items, and vintage jewelry...and...OWLS! Thank you Tracey, sorry it took me so long.

I was the lucky winner of a nifty package that came my way from Kelley, thanks girl...what a fun pink assortment!

The best part of the package was this delicious cotton candy scarf that has been keeping me warm!

Thanks girls!

Now, if you will excuse me please...I must get back to this.

Hairy Fishnuts

2008-12-11T18:34:00.002-06:00

Got your attention, didn't I?

Oh, the holiday's always bring such peaceful bliss to our home.

Wrapping, crafting, and baking, attending cookie exchanges...mailing out cards...none of which I have done. I have spent the last two weeks organizing my basement, and creating my permanent studio. I will post a photo soon. I had grandiose plans...I guess they were really delusions, that I would have the organizing done and you would all be receiving a handmade package by now...but NO.

I have spent my time as a chauffeur to two lovely ballerina's who have been diligently rehearsing for The Nutcracker. Stay tuned.

Twilight Love Triangle

2008-11-27T21:35:00.002-06:00

I have said it before, and I will say it again. Hell if I can remember how to use photoshop from one day to the next. I realize my face is much darker than my body...and believe me I am butt white ALL over...but I don't recall how to adjust...so deal with it. This photo is indeed a photo of Edward and I...don't tell Mr. Forcryeye...or Ville. Actually, tell them...I am in the mood for a man fight. Ville...I know you are in the States...you owe me a birthday, Halloween, and hysterectomy recovery present.

PS: Happy Thanksgiving!!! I am thankful for my imagination.

You Both Have My Vampire Heart

2008-11-23T20:01:00.003-06:00

Oh yeah! Sorry Kathy, I couldn't wait. No matter, I would love to see it again. And again. And again. Ville, you better make some room for Robert. You both have my vampire heart.

Birthday Wishes To My Favorite Finn

2008-11-22T09:46:00.003-06:00

I hear you breathe so far from here

I feel your touch so close and real

And I know

My church is not of silver and gold,

Its glory lies beyond judgement of souls

The commandments are of consolation and warmth

You know our sacred dream won't fail

The sanctury tender and so frail

The sacrament of love

The sacrament of warmth is true

The sacrament is you

I hear you weep so far from here

I taste your tears like you're next to me

And I know

My weak prayers are not enough to heal

The ancient wounds so deep and so dear

The revelation is of hatred and fear

You know our sacred dream won't fail

The sanctury tender and so frail

The sacrament of love

The sacrament of warmth is true

The sacrament is you

You know our sacred dream won't fail

The sanctury tender and so frail

The sacrament of love

The sacrament of warmth is true

The sacrament is you

You know our sacred dream won't fail

The sanctury tender and so frail

The sacrament of love

The sacrament of warmth is true

The sacrament is you

Tags Can Be Fun, NO WHINING!

2008-11-19T10:29:00.005-06:00

I was tagged by David and the lovely miss Sage Moonstone, it has been a while since I have participated in a tag...so why not!

THE RULES:

1. Link to the person or persons who tagged you.

2. Post the rules on your blog.

3. Write six random things about yourself.

4. Tag six people at the end of your post and link to them.

5. Let each person know they've been tagged and leave a comment on their blog.

6. Let the tagger know when your entry is up.

Hmmm....6 random things about myself....

I. I am obsessed with Tudor History.

II. I have recently re-connected with my old Catholic School chums.

III. Fred was not a fibroid after all, but Adenomyosis.

IV. I am a smidge Native American, and supposedly a descendant of Pocahontas.

V. I don't eat beef.

VI. I haven't had a cigarette for 25 days!

And now...it is YOUR turn! I am tagging:

1. Crazy Pee Wee Stalker Lady aka Ms. Yvonne

2. Kathy, it is time for a new post woman!

3. My lovely cousin Sarah

4. Kelley at Dragonfly Reflections

5. The lovely miss Julie

6. Last but not least...Colleen, would ya post for the love of God?

Recovery: Forcryeye Style

2008-11-17T13:30:00.002-06:00

To Ensure A Full Recovery:

1. Talk to your Sissy on the phone

2. Keep your craft supplies close at hand (and some diet pepsi)

3. Goof around in Photoshop, and work on your Christmas decorations.

Sista From Another Mother

2008-11-12T09:48:00.003-06:00

Yesterday, my dear sweet friend Kathy came to see me. Knowing that I can't leave the house, and that I must create to survive...she brought me this holy-crap-it-must-be-Christmas medical leave survival kit. There is stuff here that I have never even seen yet, she always has the hook up. Have you seen these Tim Holtz masks? You have to try his distress paints, thanks to Kathy, I have them all! My oldest daughter told me Kathy is like a second sister to me, well said.

Now Hear This!

2008-11-10T10:15:00.000-06:00

Vicodin Inspiration

2008-11-08T18:08:00.003-06:00

Yeah, I know. I am supposed to use this blog for rambling, and the other for art. This is just an example of how much better I am feeling. I made this oracle card for my Suziblu blog, made three pair of earrings, and cleaned out my sewing kit. My dear friend Rita Pita came over with a basket of goodies from my homies at work, and made me a hot dish. Yum yum. Gettin' better every day.

Tomorrow I will hit the 2 week milestone!

A New President and a Missing Uterus

2008-11-06T15:06:00.003-06:00

Please don't expect this to make any sense.

Hysterectomies are not painless.
Migranes on top of surgeries suck.
The minimum hospital stay for a hysterectomy should be one week.
I am in pain.
I thought I had a high threshold for pain.
Why does my jaw and neck hurt?
Why couldn't my morphine pump come home with me?

I haven't had a cigarette for....11 days.

Was I hallucinating or is Obama really the president?

Halloween Hangover

2008-11-01T21:49:00.004-05:00

Not literally, but geesh it is always such a letdown when it is over. I took down all the decorations other than my Day of the Dead display which you can see HERE.

Goodbye jack o'lanterns, ghosts, and goblins...not the skulls of course...they are permanant decor.

PSSSSSSSST: In one hour it will have been a whole week!

PS: Go right now and try this...it is too fun...I made word art from my blog text...thanks to Sage at Hocus Pocus for the prompt.

Happy Halloween!!

2008-10-31T11:03:00.002-05:00

Happy All Hallow's Eve Friends!!!

Don't forget to stop by the artsy fartsy blog Sunday for my Day of the Dead celebration!

PS: I am on DAY 6 with no cancer sticks!

Day Three Nicotine Free, and the Story of Mr. Chee

2008-10-28T08:56:00.007-05:00

This image reminds me of my first boss Mr. Chee. He used to smoke like a chimney, and I would have to chase him around with an ashtray. I would find a half a cigarette on the counter, one on his desk, and one in his mouth with a 4 inch ash. He used to tell me, "I such a dummy, I light-a my money on fire and smoke it!" (Editors note: call me sometime as I am world famous for my Mr. Chee impersonation).

I can only hope that this babbling makes sense...as I am beginning day three nicotine free, in preparation for my surgery. It is possible that I am hallucinating.

Mr. Chee (or my Chinese Godfather as my Mom called him) used to tell me, "Paula don't be dummy, you go to cowledge and get-a good grades!" He also told me not to be stupid dummy and light my money on fire like he did. Did I listen? NO!

Mr. Chee, I don't know where you are...but if you are in Heaven, please keep me strong. I don't want to be a crazy dummy.

Ville Valo Is My Home Health Care Nurse

2008-10-21T13:57:00.003-05:00

Ok friends, neighbors, bloggy buddies, family, and internet snoops (yeah you, I can see when you are watching).

Here is the official scoop.

Fred is leaving the Uterus on November 4th, and taking his friends with him.

I will see if I can get someone sexy like Colleen to keep you posted until I am home.

Then the fun begins.

Prepare for some rambling thoughts and dreams.

Maybe some disturbing Frida style artwork.

Possibly some Ville sightings.

PS: I have made a decision...thanks for your imput, I will be using this site for my babbling, and the other for art related stuff....

I Am Hosting Alien's

2008-10-09T10:45:00.003-05:00

Alright Lisa, you smartass. I am posting. I would like you all to meet my new friend Fred. He has chosen my uterus as his new home. No, I am not pregnant. Fred is a fibroid. Fred is a large fibroid. Fred got lonely, and invited two of his obese friends to join him. Fred will not be staying long. Fred is going to be removed along with the now useless and enlarged organ he calls home. I will invite you all to share in Fred's journey. I haven't chosen the date yet for Fred's removal, but will keep you posted. While I am recovering the loss of Fred, I will be on surgical leave...and you will be annoyed with my drug-induced ramblings I am sure. So quit whining (Lisa). If I can't laugh at my little aliens, what can I do?

Top Ten Reasons I Haven't Posted

2008-09-23T08:31:00.002-05:00

10. I have been busy learning how to style my new doo (see illustration above)

9. I have 4 kids

8. I have some thank you's to post on my blog, and haven't taken the photos yet (Thank you Tracey)

7. I had bronchitis, which triggered my asthma, which sent me to the ER, which has left me tired and behind on everything, including that damn laundry pile!

6. I went to St. Louis to visit my Sissy and Parents

5. I had nothing interesting to say

4. I was celebrating my birthday with HIM

3. There is this thing getting in my way called WORK

2. I have been busy watching my CUBS win the division on their way to the World Series!

THE NUMBER ONE REASON I HAVEN'T POSTED?

1. You guessed it, I ran off with Ville*!

*No worries, Mr. Forcryeye knows I have an avid imagination, and accepts me for the nutball I am...

Happy Birthday Grammy!

2008-08-31T17:03:00.000-05:00

Trees

by Joyce Kilmer

I think that I shall never see

A poem lovely as a tree.

A tree whose hungry mouth is prest

Against the earth's sweet flowing breast;

A tree that looks at God all day,

And lifts her leafy arms to pray;

A tree that may in Summer wear

A nest of robins in her hair;

Upon whose bosom snow has lain;

Who intimately lives with rain.

Poems are made by fools like me,

But only God can make a tree

Happy Birthday Grammy. I wish you were still here, but you will always be in my thoughts, actions, and heart. You were an inspiration to me in so many ways.

you gave me the love of oatmeal from the co-op with honey
you taught me to be myself
you taught me that it is never too late to finish college
you taught me how to garage sale
you taught me to appreciate the past
you gave me the love of "junk jewelry"
you taught me to make a wish on a load of hay
you gave me silly superstitions
you made me appreciate seashells
you taught me natural remedies
you gave me my eclectic style
you gave me "forcryeye"!

I feel like I was robbed, and I should have had more time with you. I wanted you to know my children. I know you would have been 96, but you always seemed young (going on roller coasters with me), and I thought I would have you forever.

Happy Birthday Grammy, I hope you send me an owl with a message as you usually do on the eve of your birthday, September 1st, 8 days before mine...I will light a candle for you.

HaViNg tWo bLoGs CoNfUsEs mE!

2008-08-27T08:15:00.002-05:00

Maybe it is because I have self diagnosed Adult ADD (notice there is no "H", I wish I was hyper)...or maybe it is because I am at an impasse in my life, and don't know which direction I am taking...but I don't know how to manage these two blogs. Some hot chic told me I should use one for every day meanderings, and one for my art...any thoughts ladies? The trouble for me is, when I go to leave comments, I may leave them from my moth site, or this....I never know who I am. Maybe I have a split personality....help me ladies...I need guidance and direction...urgh! I must calm myself down, so I will end this post with this.....

THINK PINK

2008-08-08T09:06:00.005-05:00

Please go here and do something good for every woman who has been touched by breast cancer. I am so delighted to be a part of this project, and hope you will stop by and have a look at her, and the good she is doing!!!

How to give: Donations will be accepted following our dolls debut in Art Doll Quarterly magazine(Aug. 1) up until October 15, which is the OFFICIAL day of the drawing. The month of October is as you know Breast Cancer Awareness month. Together we'll make this a fun & rewarding way to HELP others. Donations being accepted are money orders made out to Susan G. Komen and mailed to Monica Magness PO Box 2206 Madison, AL 35758 where your name will be entered into our drawing & donations will be collected and sent in to our charity on Oct. 22nd. Sorry, no personal checks. Cash sent at your own risk. Or you can paypal your donation to MLMagness@aol.com with the subject header: THE PINK ARTIST DRAWING and your name will go into our drawing and funds will be forwarded to our charity. Please note that paypal takes a fee to operate, be sure to take this into consideration when making your donation. Please make sure your name and address are legible (typed is best for accuracy). Though ANY donation amount is cheerfully accepted, for every $10 donation you send in your name will be entered into our drawing twice.

Never made it to my 100th post

2008-07-21T21:08:00.002-05:00

Hey bloggy friends! I am not ashamed/embarrased/afraid to tell you that YOU may locate me at: amothintoabutterfly.blogspot.com. I have nothing to hide. I am who I am. I am here for my friends!

UPDATE! UPDATE! UPDATE!

2008-06-05T18:30:00.003-05:00

Hello friends!

I am so touched by your willingness to form a posse and start a riot! Please email me, and I will let you know how to find me again.

xoxoxoxoxoxo Forcryeye!

To My Wonderful Bloggy Friends

2008-06-02T17:40:00.002-05:00

It is with deep sadness that I inform you that I must retire forCRYeye: The girl that was supposed to be a rock star. Unfortunately, I am concerned about some people that are reading my blog, and do not wish me well. I will be around, so this will NOT be the last of me. LOVE AND HUGS!!! PLO

Treasures From Tracey

2008-05-27T13:26:00.001-05:00

What a riot! Tracey and I have a healthy competitive rivalry between our favorite baseball teams...I don't think I need to tell you who they are. She threatened to send me Diamondbacks slippers for Mother's Day. Funny thing is, that had she...I would have worn them...because they came from her! Instead, she sent me a lovely pair of cushy slippers in my favorite color of all seasons...and if you know me, you know it is the color BLACK. I recently ran across something that labeled me as '80's EMO...I am down with that...ha ha.

She even sent me a pair of HIM slippers she knew were too small for me, but that my Sami would enjoy....do you think she is enjoying them?

The girl sent me HIM earrings, bubble bath, lotion, and skull fabric that will be used lovingly, but the best part was this adorable rocker skull her daughter Tessa drew me, and the lovely little handwritten notes on each item...they will definitely be a Tracey treasure that I will treasure forever. Friends come in all forms, and some of your best friends come from far away places.

PS: I put a little link on my bloggy here in case anyone is ready to join the REVOLUTION. I don't know if you can still get the $25 for signing up...but it is just like paypal...only no fees!

Rock & Roll

2008-05-21T20:25:00.003-05:00

Just thought I would share a little doodle with you all...working long hours this week...take care!

Even Rockers Eat Like Snoop

2008-05-18T21:07:00.007-05:00

Who knew?

I must have had a past life as a Southern Belle. OK, maybe I wasn't a Belle, but definitely a Southerner. I am the connoisseur of macaroni and cheese, biscuits and gravy, and fried chicken. One Sunday I thought to myself, "Self, why not try your hand at some fried chicken?"

And how about some sweet potatoes?

And, since you are obviously not worried about carbs...you may as well throw in some waffles...if it is good enough for Snoop, it is good enough for me! Needless to say, it was a hit. I have always prided myself on being a rock star through and through...maybe there lies a little hip hop within.

I had a friend in High School (should that be capitalized?) who swore that she perished on the Titanic in another life. People always have grandiose ideas that they were a famous or important person in another life; who were you? Do you believe in past lives? I know that Sylvia Browne has said (and I do NOT quote) that people always suspect that they were Queens or Kings, or another important figure in their past life, and that she has yet to find a person that was actually such.

Those of us that are moved by the story and mystery of Marie Antoinette could be so interested because we were in her court, related to her, or maybe one of us WAS Marie.

Am I so drawn to Frida's artwork, because I grew up next door to her? What inkling do you have of a past life? Is there an era you are drawn to? Is this your first life? Do you even believe in past lives?

Get Your Brooms Out

2008-05-12T19:25:00.006-05:00

Mr. Forcryeye, Me, Lori, Linda, Gotti (John), Jason

We had a blast at the CUBS game. Mr. Forcryeye and I met my friend John and his girl Lori at the train and headed to the friendly confines. We managed to find a cab, and picked up a couple walking to Wrigley on the way. Turns out the gentleman was visiting from Australia.

The game was fantastic, I finally got to sing GO CUBS GO!!! we of course had to do a little Wrigleyville bar hopping afterwards, John's buddy Jason and his girl Linda joined us.

When we left the game, we piled 6, yes 6 of us into a cab and headed back to the train, I am sure the cabbie will not soon forget us! When we boarded the train, the conductor announced over the loud speaker, "CUBs fans only in the last car!"...so when we walked in everyone cheered. We met so many people! What else could you expect in the friendly confines?

Tired and ready to go home, a fun end to a perfect day!

Music and Sports

2008-05-08T09:38:00.008-05:00

Tommorow, I will be at Wrigley Field watching the CUBS beat the Diamondbacks

(sorry Green Eyed Mama).

Wrigley Field is the one place you will find me eating a hot dog

(with ketchup and mustard only).

This is close to what I will be viewing, we are going to be right over first base. If you are looking for me, I will be on the upper deck wearing a Zambrano shirt. Unfortunately, I don't think Zambrano is pitching.

Now, for the music...please check out two bands I have the pleasure of knowing, and you can say you knew them back when, because they are both going to make it big.

Rock out with FaithBroken...you'll be glad you did! Check them out here.

Then check out a band who's music will be humming in your brain all day: DormLife! Check out their video CHOKE here!

Cool Mom's Have Tattoo's!

2008-05-05T10:46:00.006-05:00

Three of the Huntley Hotties, and Elvis went to see McCabe yesterday.

Doesn't Elvis have sexy legs? I bet McCabe was honored to tattoo the one and only Elvis!

While we waited for Elvis to finish getting his tat colored in, we enjoyed some tattoo magazines. I am pretty sure Colleen, much to the delight of Rob, is going to cover her entire back in butterflies and Chinese calligraphy.

Rose is looking, but she already knows what she wants.

If you are a Bon Jovi fan, you will know what this is.

Poor McCabe, having to put up with us girls.

I love it when Rose shows a little shoulder.

And the moment you all have been waiting for...forcryeye's finished tattoo, but definitely not her last. Sorry Dad.